I had an idea that marriage:
- was supposed to give me security.
- make me feel safe
- create the opportunity to make my family everything my own experience was not and remove the negative.
I had an idea that my husband:
- would bring out the very best in me
- make me feel like the only person when we're together (even though I wouldn't be)
- make me feel as if I want for nothing
I had an idea that a relationship:
- would make me stronger
- would me discover new things about myself continuously
- would make me strive for more, while being content with what I have
If my marriage is not what I thought it would be and is going in a completely opposite direction, do I have a right to want something else? Especially now that we have our child?
A friend once told me I need to stay for the child. Sometimes I feel the way we are together is worse for the child.
